The excitement that is running through me . Taking pictures for him to see the nature I live in . Picturing what it would be like to have his hand in mine . To hear his heart beat slowly turn into the same speed as mine . Looking at his beautiful smile , his lips against mine . Hear his laugh , his voice close to me . Look deep into his eyes , && hold each other until we get uncomfortable . Take pictures with him , with us kissing , holding hands && just being together . I can’t wait to see him , the excitement shivers through my body but soon ill see him && that nervous , scared feeling I have will rip into a billion pieces , && make me collide into his warm embrace . The selfishness over fills me with just wanting him to myself , holding me as he tells me the bed time story I’ve been wanting to hear . Slowly drawing lines on my back making everything more therapeutic . Feeling his breath so close to me warming me with love . Knowing that his touch is real I lean in for a moist , wet kiss && slowly fall asleep . Imagining this makes me wonder how the reality would be . All I know is that everything I see , or read reminds me of how much I love him , how I wish I was talking to him right now . He’s my world , my breath , my life && that’s final in my book . Shaking my head smiling at my iPod , rereading each text sent , after I’m done I hold my iPod close to my heart , while feeling my cheeks flush with my blood leaving a tint right on my cheek bones . Thinking to myself if we make this more official i hope that none of the girls here matter … showing the world that we are together , he might get some haters to shake my hand but i always keep the hand sanitizer . Laughing at my jealousy makes my heart pound && realize im in love , deeply in love with him , && theres no way out. i sigh && shrug oh well at least hes mine &&even all the arguments , they are still ours . && thats the way it should stay just how i like it . “yours mines && ours ” now that im sitting realizing im close to being in Texas making me squeal with excitement that ill soon be in Texas in his embrace .